Well, today is stupid ass father's day. Stella is with Barb and Dean because Jeff had to get drunk instead of take his kid... This is our conversation:
Me: Can you take Stella Saturday overnight?
Jeff: Sorry I have a family members grad party to go to this weekend
Me:Stella is your family too you douche. Plus, I'm positive Luke wouldn't care if she came.
Jeff: Not doing it drinking
Me:If I had a chance to take my kid who I barely get to see, I'd drop everything I had planned for my own flesh and blood. But it's cool, I'll ask your mom.
Jeff: U know ur not going to Luke's grad party ur not allowed
Me: I'm going out with my boyfriend that nite you jackass I wouldn't go anywhere I knew you'd be
Jeff: Sorry I can not watch her I will be drunk
Me: That's your choice to drink and not spend time with stella. Don't say sorry when you dont mean it.
Ever since then he hasn't text me back. I been trying to ask him to take her and no. He can ask to take her to the park with his gf who I wanted to file harassment on and invite me, idiot. And then I ask for a days notice and the stupid fuck wants to ask for her in a few hours? FUCK OFF JEFF! FUCK OFF! I swear to god if it wasn't for him about to loose his kid I woulda pressed charges on that fool. How can you not be there for you kid? FUCK YOU.
Is it sad to say that I want his new kid to come out deformed and messed up? That I hope it doesn't survive.... I feel terrible, I mean I feel bad for the kid but I can't stop thinking that. I just can't. You can't be a father to your kid that you have now, why should you have another one? How stupid can someone be. I can honestly say that I am not surprised one bit that she is pregnant. I had a feeling she either was or was going to get pregnant. PLUS, he was begging for one ever since he got out of jail. Literally begging to have another one. Thank god I got the IUD.
I really just want to tell his crazy bitch, HA! He does not love you. He told me the same shit, how your the best girl ever, how he doesnt deserve you, how you make him better, and how he bought you a flower after you first had sex, and how whenever he feels like your super pissed at him and ready to walk away he comes back and says "Oh im sorry, I really want to change I just dont know how, I love you so much, I dont know why I do what I do" Yeah all that bull shit he told me too. Cunt. Your no different than any other girlfriend he's had cause he said the SAME shit to Cassy too.
I think it's weird hot his family is on my side and my sister and my mom are on his side. His family came into my work and talked to me when they left they said they missed me and how no one misses him. We had a great time, I do miss them... so so so much. I just really cant get along with him and that makes things awkward.
I have noticed how he isn't around his family that much anymore. Probably because he's embarrassed to be around them now. Ha ha ha bitch your life is fucked up and I hope it stays this way. Your such an embarrassment to everyone your around. I cannot stand the stupid fucker.
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