So, I had a dream last night of Jeff's baby being born and them naming him Denis. I wasn't in the dream, it was just them and the baby in the hospital. So, thinking about it now half way through my day I've decided to just let go. Every time he comes to mind, I will force myself to think of something else. Facebook is going to be hard. Really hard. But I feel like that was a message from my dream that this is what you have to do. When Bryan was around it was an easy distraction. I've been telling all theses guys, Jon, Matt, and Adam, no and for what because I'm not that attracted to them? Well if I just want a distraction then why should it matter? Maybe I will start to like them. But Adam slept with Megan and I think that's a big no no. Megan is like Theresa she will do anything to try to break someone up. Actually, like Lydia, Ashley, and Theresa. They're all alike.
A year ago, they were the ones starting drama in my relationship. They were the ones who would bring up the most stupidest stuff ever to him. And tell him absolutely every thing I would do. They'd get a rise out of it. Like seriously? Why would you do that? No wonder why I was crazy, no one had my back! I had no one to turn to. So before you open your mouth about my past, maybe put yourself in my shoes.
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