So I've been talking to this new guy, Bryan. I really really like him, but I really don't know if he just wants to do stuff with me or if he wants to do stuff with me. I haven't felt like this since Jeff and I very first started talking. I'm always second guessing what I text him, whenever he says something to me I always tell myself he's not that into me. I always check my phone to see if he texted me. He's so freaking cute! I'm so scared I'm going to mess stuff up! Ahh! There are some things at give me a hint that he wants something more than sex, but then again he's super good with girls.
Him and his ex have been on and off for a while though. Whenever they are going out I don't hear from him then when they break up I do. I think she's bigger in weight. I picture him to be with skinny ass girls not someone like her. Natalie Mehlhorn, some girls from work know her. I don't want to ask about her because what if he's not a great guy or something.
We went out last Saturday nite, with his friends. I kinda made him pay for me to get in but then he asked what I like to drink, I said a vodka and orange juice, he got me a drink. Then later in the night he randomly got me another one. I didn't expect that. It was kinda sweet. Then we went to a party of someone he knew and Josh was way to drunk. He kept trying to rap with a guy at the party. Matt was saying "he's getting married tomorrow" and "he's a producer". I think he was trying to get him to fight. I don't know but when we were making out his friend Matt kept interrupting. Bryan was getting pissed off at them. We got in the car and I said to Josh if he threw up on me I was going to hit him. Bryan and Matt laughed and Bryan said "I'll accept that." Matt asked if I would go out with Bryan, I said no and laughed. I didn't know what to say! Of course I would go out with him if he asked! Ugh.
Boys are stupid.
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